Me & Myself

My ife is a never ending journey..


Out of the blue, I felt like writing something about ‘friends’. I’m now completely moving into adulthood and stepping into a whole new level in life, so I decide that I want to start clean and share my adventures with those who want to know. I am thankful to Allah for sending me all these great people. Each one of them helped to shape me into a better human then I was before. There are some things I could never have known from books; but I had been able to learn from them. Let it be happy memories or sad memories; I truly cherish the history, the fun and the sadness that we had.

Back then, I have lots of meaningful friends. I befriended with them during school days, college days and also during university life. At the moment, I feel very grateful to Allah for given me the chances to meet the right people with right ‘spices’ to make me blooms into a beautiful flower. I would never have the right feelings, the right thoughts and the right attitudes by now if I never had met or involve with each one of them. Of all friends that I have, there are some friends that leave deep marks in my life and heart; that I could never forget.


During my lower form, I have the sweetest and amazing friends that taught me about being a girl (and hating boys) and make me realize the presence of Allah and make me hold Him close to my heart. Girls, you are my start-off point and also my sidekick. We do things in school together – study and fight- and had the most amazing laughs that I really want to keep. Thank you Dil, Midah, Ana, Noorma, Yati and Leha. Especially for Dil, I’m so sorry I torn off your history book in Form 2. It was an accident. After that incident, I learned to ‘control’ the energy coming out from my fingers when I read books. I also learned to study smart from you. Heartiest thanks, honey. As for Midah and Ana (Dil also), don’t ever forget the moment when we were in cat-fight with Hafiz where we had vandalized his beloved ayam serama’s photo. Don’t do any of that again (especially Midah. You are getting married). Noorma, Yati and Leha, the three of you were very matured, calm yet warm. I treated all of you as you are my elder sister. If I need to know anything, I will always ask you. Thank you.

When I step in the upper form, I met my big group of good friends that I truly loved for years; and I missed their presence in the present time. Maybe right now, I would not be able to hold their hands and tell them that I really sorry but thankful for whatever that have happened; but I hope that if they read this, they would forgive and understand. Guys and girls, we were so young, restless and wild; always craving for great adventures and new experiences especially me. And with all of you, I was able to do things that I could never do alone which is ‘Be Stupid’. Dear friends, by being stupid most of the times, we have had super-great laughs; but along with it, you and I had made a lot of mistakes. Mistakes that I never regret of doing it. However dear friends, through those experiences, I believe that each one of us had been able to move further with big steps because I did. The changes that I had in me are inexplicable but all in all, I become a better person with greater understanding towards life because of all of you. I pray for your bright and happy future and I am looking forward to receive more good news from you. Do not lose your music, and do not lose your ‘touch’. You had a special place in my heart. I still keep our pictures nicely and also some of your notes.


- Friends forever
- Good luck
- Pepandai jaga diri
- Jangan lari balik lagi
- Jangan lupa doakan kitaorang

Ucu sayang Achiq”

Thank you sweetie. I always pray for you silently in my heart.


Graduating from my school, I moved into Matriculation College. Wherever I went, I have always been blessed with nice friends. Aifa, Zie, Yana, Kak Chik and Wani, even though we spend only a year together, but the bonding that we had will never die. I would never let go of the image staying up late with all of you, the craziness, the flirty moments and the most precious of all, when we went shopping during the flood. I love it!


I made it to university, when the learning about life is never stagnant. I continued be sent by Allah three ‘jumpy’, happy friends ;Cikya, Dijah and Azzah. Some notes that I would forever keep:

“Sekali aku anggap kawan, selamanya ko kawan aku - Cikya”

“Sempena last sem kat UTM, aku amat hepi sebab ada kawan cam ko. Mmg terbaek ah! - Azzah”

(Dijah, I kept your notes at home)

I love you girls for the acceptance, great times and the forgiveness. I am a natural born human being; made for doing mistakes, to learn and to change. So, I am forever grateful for the lessons I learnt. I pray so that you would always get all the best that life can give you.


Last, but never is the least, for Aya, Gayitri and Ida. The three of you are angels. I miss all of you the most. You taught me to see life as beautiful no matter what may come. You instill positive spirit in me, little by little. You cure my sadness. You made me see the world as one. You showed me that the little heart in our body is able to spread happiness and beauty everywhere. That is why the three of you are my angels. Again, the changes in me is inexplicable but I thank you; all of you. Your notes that I keep nicely..

From Gayitri

“Pae darling.. MC me when you wake-up, k?”

“Spicy Chicken Mc-Deluxe, WITHOUT drinks. Love you –Paemon- You are my chellam”

From Ida

“dear Sayang.. I tak sampai hati want to wake u up, so I ‘curi’ my quiz paper and go back dy. Have a gud sleep and see you tonite!! Mwax thugs! From honeydew.”

From Aya

“Perpisahan itu akan selalu ada, kerana kita pernah berjumpa, bersama dalam canda tawa.. Tak ada kata yang pantas terucap, sahabat.. Mengucap selamat jalan, silakan lanjut perjuanganmu ditempatmu, yang akan menjadi jarak pertemuan kita. Percayalah sahabat, hati kita akan selalu terikat. Jalinan ukhuwahnya akan semakin erat..”


And for ONE friend of all friends, ONE BEST FRIEND that I wish to forever keep close to me.. To one friend that had taught me about love.. One friend that had see me through all.. Never stop to believe me, or put doubt on me.. For one friend that had always been by my side; across the mountain or the sea, in ups or down, in better or worse.. My beloved sweetheart, Amir Shaiful Bahar, thank you for everything you did for me, thank you for the boxes of memories, thank you for the courage you gave and thank you for the protections that I received. You are ONE friend made by Allah for me. You are the one friend that are perfect for me.. And so I pray really hard for our togetherness each and every day.. I want to be your friend forever in any situation. I hope we will walk together in a new level of life, hand-to-hand, putting trust and faith; cherishing this one word called “LOVE”. Forever.


Ya Allah, the most Gracious, most Merciful,
I am truly grateful for what You have bestowed upon me. Please continue to be with me and lead me to the right path. Ameen.

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The best love is the kind that weakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.

- The Notebook

"It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to your enemies, but a great deal more to stand up to
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- –Dumbledore, Harry Potter

The things two people do to each other they remember. If they stay together, it's not because they forget; it's because they forgive.

- Demi Moore in Indecent Proposal

You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.

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We are who we choose to be.

- Green Goblin

The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all

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  • 100 Years - Five for Fighting
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  • Apa Saja-KRU
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  • Better Man - Robbie William
  • Don't Speak-No Doubt
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  • No Matter What - Boyzone
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  • Sufi-Damasutra
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  • The Tide is High - AK
  • Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden
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  • Unwritten-Natasha Beddingfield
  • Words - Boyzone
  • You Drive Me Crazy - Britney Spears
  • You're Still The One - Shania Twain

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